RIP

but that's not all that is going wrong..
there is so much more.

Now that summer school is over, I finally have some time to relax... NOT!

Student Council, LDP Meetings, TEAM 10 (just finished), trying to organize an LDP outting, and ugly Family Problems! I don't think I'm going to have a very relaxing summer!

I need a summer job! I'm really trying to get one. Back to school is creeping up on us and I need many greens to get everything I need and to pay off school fees! Dang!

Our TEAM 10 Performaces went pretty good! LOL! Some funny times! Like our Model SHOWDOWN and Neelam.. Oh God, Neelam! LOLS! Poor Jen! Slightly broke her collar bone and was unable to present! She worked so hard with us all summer and never got to show it!
I really want to attend to the International AIDS Conference next year! I'm gonna apply for a scholarship to go and maybe I'll get it! It's in Sydney Australia! It should be fun and a great experience!
Focusing on HIV/AIDS this summer, really opened my eyes to a whole new world! People are dying left and right becuase of this and it's not a good thing. I wish I had a magic power that could stop the suffering of peopel with HIV/AIDS. BAM! I just got an idea for an eco-journal!

BIG BROTHER! I seriously think Janelle is gone this week. A double eviction week, sigh. And if I remember correctly, you don't get to play two vetos on a double eviction week, NUTS!

Sorry, If I'm jumping from place to place.

Socials! I need to start doing some eco-journals! I finally started a book this summer. TOXIN by Robin Cook! So far I'm on chapter 3 and it's pretty good. My goal is to get it done in 3 weeks! I want to have 4 books done a term so a total of 12 books by the end of the school year. I can do it!? Of course I can!

The LDP outting is very complicated. I just hope it all comes together in the end! Would people want organized activites or just hangging out. I think we should do like beach football or something. That'll be cool. A destination is still to be decided: Kits or English Bay?
Mr. J said that Mr. C said we might be having another Camp! That'll be so cool! 3 Camps for out Grade 11 Year! YAHOO! It's gonna rock! Last year, our grade 10 camp was extremely fun! I pushed my self to places I never knew existed! I was very proud of myself! And now with my condition under control and stuff, it'll be even better! As Fred Flinstone would say: YA BA DA BA DOO

Annee Ngo is a good person, so when she wanted some favours done I said ofcourse! But it's very frustrating. Trying to call people and having no answers! and then the meeting date was changed so I need to call everyone back again! Argh. Student Council is gonna be fun, but not easy. Everything comes with it's price.


Robert Hill, an increible man that is fighting Crohn's and Colitis in his own way (www.nogutsknowglory.com). He is an extreme sports man that is climbing mountains, racing bikes and fundraising for a cure! Anyways, my doctor's hooked him up with me and I get to work along side Rob and help kids closer to my age coping with Ostomies and such. My doctor's have said that I am the most positive child they have ever met that has gone through what I have! They want me to come to the hospital and spend time with some of the kids who are going through what I went though! Yes! Horray!

Oh and yeah, an LDP meeting at Annee Ngo's house about our teaching stuff next year! Goodness!

I could go on, but I don't wanna type anymore.
I"m outties!



OH SHIZZLE, It's KEVIN RAM!

Sigh..

Exams, Exams, Exams. BLAH!
Family issues aren't really getting better either and I keep ggetting loaded with Canada Day Stuff. Darn! Argh! FOOOOGGGGHORN!

So, what's cookin', goodlookin'?

-Kevin

I think I'm gonna apply for job at Subway. You work alone. It's usually quiet, except for the busy times. And there's not a manager that is constantly there looking over you!

I'll keep you posted as to what is going on with this!

OMG! I went to a workshop yesterday and I found out that there was a type of Sex I've never heard before!

Mouth to Anus! OMG EWWWW!

If you think about it, you are literally sucking ass and eating shit!

AHHHH! GROSS!
How can someone stick there mouth over another person's bum! EWWW!

What has man thought of... the corrupt mind.

It's so creepy how my life and Christie's lives are so connected. We are so similar with a few exceptions... Our stories are so related it's CRAZY!

I thought I was the only one with that problem... but I'm not and all I can say is WOW!

But what hurts us makes us stronger in the end and Christie and I are living breathing examples of that!
I mean look at her, she's one of the smartest girl's in school and she's MY friend!
and me.. well.. I'm ME!

Don't worry, Be happy!

My mom came home at about 9 last night, from who knows where!
And we had a convo without having a convo.

She said: "Where's Daniel?"
I said: "Sleeping"
She said: "Where's your dad?"
I said: "Sleeping"
She said: "How come"
I said: "I don't know"

Later on my aunt called.
She wanted to speak to me
So I walk over to the phone, my mother hands it to me
And gives the dirtiest(sp.) look ever!
Like, here eyes were fully extended. and there was so much anger and hatred in them
My aunt made me feel like crying.
I felt as if she was my mom for that minute
She made me feel like a person in a family again.

I went to sleep.
My alarm clock went off
I had to go to cadets that AM.
I didn't want to get up.
So I kept hitting snoze, until I just didn't feel like going.
Then I turned it off.
Since my alarm clock is really loud, you can hear it in the next room.
So later on, my mom and brother come into my room
And start talking total trash about me.
I think they came to see the yard from my room window, since it over looks a lot of the neighbourhood
Anyways, they starting saying things like,
How I woke my mom up with the alarm clock, and how once she was I awake I got to sleep. Like what the fuck!
They said things like how I was "too good for everyone else"
And how my attitude had changed.

I didn't want to say anything, because I was silenty crying.
And if I did, everything would end up in a larger fight.
And my mom would say things like "Why are you crying? You're a boy, Boys don't cry"

I just wish they could see things from my point of view.
It's like I have to stay in the character of "Little, good boy" forever.
It's like, I can't say whats on my mind in my own home.
My mom doesn't want me to grow up.
How much older do I have to be to make my own decisions.
When can Kevin be Kevin?

I think Vivien hit what is exactly on my mother's mind.
I'm not going to stop until my mother can except that I am growing up and I need some more freedom and independance!

4PM
My brother comes into the study room and he's like
..blah,blah,blah "You lost your giftcard huh?"
I'm like "No, it's right here."
I check where it's supposed to be and it's gone!
I say "Where did you put, I know you took it from me! Now give it back"
And he's like "I don't have it, you lost"

I HATE HIM SO MUCH!
How would he know I lost it, IF I did lose it?
I'm going to get him back.
I take his mp3. and I'll hit him with what he told me!
And on top of that! He got an mp3, after he gave mine away!
WTF is that!
I HATE THAT ROTTEN FUCKER!

Biggest Spaz with my mother ever!

Finshed work.
Bitched at my mother and brother in the car.
Slept at home.
Woke up Hungry.
Took a look at what was cooked, not very appetizing *Liver*.
Asked my mother if I could order in.
At first she said no.
Then as I was walking away, she said yes.
So I order the food and ask for delivery.
And then I am told that they don't deliver.
I was disapointed so I said to cancel the order.
My mother came down and asked if the food was ready.
I said no. I cancelled it becuase they don't deliver.
My mom's like, well I was going to pick it up. I didn't change into my PJ's for the reason.
I was like leave it, I don't want it.
She's like Why not?
I said, becuase I don't want it.
She's like but Why?
I said.
BECAUSE I DON'T
The she's like.
You better fix up your attitude.
I say.
What about Daniel. Everytime his attitude needs an adjustmen, you do nothing!
I tell you to talk to him, but you never do!
She says
YOU BETTER LOWER YOUR VOICE
I scream.
NO!
Then she says.
I work my ass of for you guys. I'm killing myself for nothing!
I go.
Mm-hm
She goes.
DON'T TALK BACK.
and says some other stuff.
Then I hear the door upstairs slam shut.
She comes down after awhile.
Makes some tea.
Then slams the door shut again.

I hate this!
STUPID FIGHT OVER SOME FOOD!
I hate Mood Swings.
I went from anger, to content, to anger to slefish to who knows what!

My mom was supposed to be home by 2. It's 4 now.
We havent talked for about 18 hours.

The Beat of Heart.
It tears me apart.
The bullying here
The bullying there.
I don't understand.
Who would do that?
I feel so ashamed.
To the beat of my heart

God send me an angel, from the heavens above.
Send me an angel to heal broken heart

KEVIN X HAS BEEN HIREDDD!







Stolen From Christie!
If you get over 70, you are a movie whore!

Grand Total: 79! - I'm a Movie Whore!

(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Boondock Saints
( ) The Mexican
( ) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
( ) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Garden State
(x) The Princess Bride
( ) Young Frankenstien
( ) Anchor Man
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Saw
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
( ) Anger Management
Total: 4

( ) 50 First Dates
( ) Jason X
(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
( ) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
(x) Harry Potter
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
( ) Resident Evil I
( ) Resident Evil 2
( ) The Wedding Singer
(x) The Note Book
Total: 10

(x) The Village
( ) Donnie Darko
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
( ) 13 Ghosts
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
( ) Thirteen Going On 30
(x) I Robot
(x) Dodgeball
( ) Universal Soldier
(x) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came A Spider
( ) Deep impact
Total: 9

( ) KingPin
( ) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
( ) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
(x) Dumb & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
( ) The Fifth Element
( ) Time Machine
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
( ) Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
( ) Going Over Board
(x) Happy Gilmore
(x) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Saving Silverman
(x) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
( ) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
(x) Child's Play 2
( ) Child's Play 3
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
(x) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
( ) Bad Boys
(x) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Seven (SE7EN)
( ) Oceans Eleven
( ) Oceans Twelve
(x) Identity
Total: 17

( ) Lone Star
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
(x) A Knights Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
( ) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
( ) Best Bet
( ) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( ) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
Total: 3

( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) X-men 1
(x) X-men 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
( ) The Hot Chick
( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
( ) Old School
( ) Ray
( ) K-Pax
Total: 6

( ) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
( ) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
( ) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
( ) A Walk in the Clouds
(x) Boogeyman
(x) Hitch
( ) Back Door Sluts 9 - WTF?!?!?!
( ) Anal Acres 1 - HUH, Anal?
( ) Anal Acres 2 - What is this?!?
( ) B-Cup Divas - OMG! They are PORN MOVIES
( ) Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
( ) Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
( ) Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
( ) Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi...
( ) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
( ) Air Force One
( ) For Richer or Poorer
( ) Trainspotting
( ) People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(x) Sound of music
(x) Parent Trap
(x) The Burbs
(x) The Terminator
(x) Emperor's New Groove
( ) SLC Punk
( ) Meet Joe Black
( ) Interview With a Vampire
( ) A Clockwork Orange
( ) The Order
(x) Spiderman
(x) Spiderman 2
( ) Amelie
Total: 9

(x) Mean Girls
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
(x) The Incredibles
( ) Collateral
( ) The Fast & The Furious
( ) 2 Fast 2 Furious
( ) Sky Captain Of The World Of Tomorrow
( ) Closer
Total: 4

(x) Titanic
( ) Saved
( ) Bowling For Columbine
( ) Farenheit 9/11
( ) The Sixth Sense
( ) Artificial intelligence (AI)
( ) Love actually
( ) Shutter
( ) Ella Enchanted
(x) Princess diaries 1
( ) Princess diaries 2
( ) Constantine
( ) Million Dollar Baby
( ) Envy
( ) Eurotrip
(x) Malibu's Most wanted
(x) Big Daddy
( ) Black Sheep
( ) The Breakfast Club
( ) West Side Story
Total: 4

( ) A Christmas Story
( ) Spanglish
( ) Pulp Fiction
( ) Sleepover
( ) The Evil Dead
( ) Killer Klowns From Outer Space
( ) The Seed of chucky
( ) Vanilla Sky
(x) Nightmare Before Christmas
( ) Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
( ) The Crow
( ) Purple Rain
( ) Reservoir Dogs
( ) Wayne's World
Total: 1

( ) Wayne's World 2
( ) 21 Grams
( ) Big Fish
(x) Edward Scissorhands
( ) Clerks
(x) Beauty and the Beast
(x) Guess Who
( ) Monster In-Law
(x) Elf
(x) Stuart Little
(x) Stuart Little 2
( ) Mall Rats
( ) Chasing Amy
( ) Dogma
( ) Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
Total: 6

(x) Beetlejuice
( ) The Last Samurai
(x) The Amityville Horror
( ) The Aviator
( ) Romeo and Juliet
(x) Barbershop
( ) Beauty Shop
(x) Legally Blonde
( ) Legally Blonde 2
(x) The Forgotten
( ) Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen
(x) Grudge
( ) Corpse Bride
( ) Willy Wonka and the Charlie Chocolate Factory
( ) Carrie
( ) Back to the Future
( ) Back to the Future 2
( ) Back to the Future 3
Total: 6









This is a trippy quiz. do it but don't skip ahead..
I MEAN IT DON'T SKIP AHEAD



1. Do you like cookies? Yes.
2. Are puppies cute? Yes.
3. If you said no you're an asshole. But I said Yes.
4. Do you like to microwave your lunches? Sometimes.
5. If you do you probably shouldn't be a chef. I didn't wanna be one anyways
6. Do you think pot is cool? NO WAY!
7. If you said yes you're an idiot. Well then, I guess I'm not an Idiot!
8. Do you have friends? OH YEAH!
9. No not imaginary ones, I meant real ones. They are real!
10. If you said yes you're a liar. I'm not Lying!
12. Is this the 13th question? No.
13. If you said yes you're a liar. If you said yes, then you are stupid!
14. Did you notice that numbers 5 and 8 are missing? Yes. But I fixed it!
15. Did you scroll up to check? No. I noticed it right away!
16. Are you laughing at your own stupidity? No. You're stupid!
17. If you said no, you should be. I think you're gay!
18. Do you think you're a dork? No, but I think you are!
19. Do you even know what a dork really is? Yes, YOU!
20. If you said yes you're lying. What's with you and "you're lying"?
21. A dork is a whale's peepee. NO IT ISN'T....is it?
22. Do you know how long the 100 year old war was? 100.
23. If you said 100, you were wrong, its 118 years. Then why is it called the 100 year wr
24. Do you believe in sasquatch? No.
25. If you said no, go look in the mirror. That wasn't very nice
26. Do you find this mean? YOU'RE MEAN!
27. If you said yes, GOOD. I didn't say yes..
28. Do you believe that yetis exsist? What's a yeti?
29. You thought I was gonna say go look in the mirror again didn't you. No.
30. Do you believe in aliens, and think that medicine is wrong? Yes, I believe in aliens! What kind of medicine?
31. If you said yes, then you're just like Tom Cruise. If I said Yes to what? The Aliens or the medicine or both?
32. Is gaming your favourite thing to do? What kind of gaming?
33. If you said yes, you need a life. Your questions are very unclear!
34. Do you LyKe 2 TyPe LyKe DiS? No, Only retards like YOU do.
35. If you said yes, you're retarded and you need to stop. YOU'RE RETARDED
36. Do you think you're cool? I'm Cooler than you!
37. If you said yes you're lying to me. I don't even know you!
38. Do you think the police are after you? No, why would they be?
39. If you said no, you're lying. the fashion police are after you for that horrible outifit you wore yesterday. Like I said, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME!
40. Did you like this? No.
41. If you didn't, i dont' really care. Well you should!

If you send this to:
0 people - You'll get crabs (genital lice) on your eyebrows, and receive chlamydia, syphilis, aids, and herpes all in one passionate sexual encounter.
1 person - Samara the ring girl will come after you in your sleep and chuck watermelons on your ovary/penis.
2 people - You'll be forced to watch "It's ok to touch yourself and other truths" in your science class.
3 people - Mr. rogers will come out of your television and rape you on your wedding day.
5 people - Your dad will find used condoms in your bag and beat the crap out of you.
6 - 8 people - Your crush will finally know that you exsist.
9 - 12 people - Your crush will ask you out.
13 - 15 people - The love of your life will appear and you'll live happily ever after.

Some things never change...

I want to End World Poverty
I want to End Racism
I want to Abolish Homelessness
I want to Free Child Labourers
I want to Feed the Hungry
I want to Heat the Cold
I want to Cure the Sick
I want to Smack the Evil
I want to Make the Sad, Laugh
I want to End Child Abuse
I want to End Animal Abuse
I want to End Prostitution
I want to Free the Innocent People Captured
I want to Change the World!



Who's with me?!